Sunday, July 10, 2011
Life Changes
okay, its time for some major life changes... I have to get this weight off... I'm not happy with it... the only thing that has been holding me back was the fact that I just get depressed thinking about the extra skin that would be there, especially on my tummy... it just bothers me so much to know that I could work so hard to lose the weight, just to have that skin there... and I don't have the money to get a tummy tuck or anything to get rid of it... I just want to feel good about myself again... and its just hard to think about feeling good when I know that will be there... I just need help...
Friday, June 17, 2011
6/17/11
This is my life...
I am 26 years old, about to be 27 next month on the 26th... I have 3 sisters, 2 of which I speak to... unfortunately my youngest sister and I don't talk anymore... she's chosen her "fiance" over her family... its pathetic and sad... however, they are Lindsey, who is 22... Brittani, who is 21... and then of course the youngest sister, Caitlyn, who is 20.... I was born in Orange, California, but moved to Las Vegas, Nevada when I was 5... I lived there until I was 18 years old, before I moved to my current city and state of Columbus, Ohio.... I have been with the same guy off and on for a little over 8 years... we have split twice... once in July of 2004, after being together after a little over a year... and then split again in July of 2009... the first split was only for a little over a month and a half or so... the last split was for 6 months.... in that 6 months that we werent together, we both did things we regret now, or maybe not regret... either way, we were with other people in that time... but, we came back to eachother... they always say, if you let it go and they come back, then it was meant to be... so I guess we are meant to be... we don't have any children together, at least biological children... we have 11 furry children... a dog and 10 cats.. Buster, our dog... and our cats, Trouble, Patches, Minnie, Sneak, Maxie, Cinderella, Lil Man, Chunk, Aurora and Picabo... and you know what... I wouldn't change it for the world... except, I would love to have my own biological children... crazy as it sounds, I already have my childrens names picked out... for a girl it is going to be either Sophia Elizabeth and Maddylyn Grace and for boys, Wyatt James and Charlie Anthony :) okay maybe its not that weird LOL...
I am 26 years old, about to be 27 next month on the 26th... I have 3 sisters, 2 of which I speak to... unfortunately my youngest sister and I don't talk anymore... she's chosen her "fiance" over her family... its pathetic and sad... however, they are Lindsey, who is 22... Brittani, who is 21... and then of course the youngest sister, Caitlyn, who is 20.... I was born in Orange, California, but moved to Las Vegas, Nevada when I was 5... I lived there until I was 18 years old, before I moved to my current city and state of Columbus, Ohio.... I have been with the same guy off and on for a little over 8 years... we have split twice... once in July of 2004, after being together after a little over a year... and then split again in July of 2009... the first split was only for a little over a month and a half or so... the last split was for 6 months.... in that 6 months that we werent together, we both did things we regret now, or maybe not regret... either way, we were with other people in that time... but, we came back to eachother... they always say, if you let it go and they come back, then it was meant to be... so I guess we are meant to be... we don't have any children together, at least biological children... we have 11 furry children... a dog and 10 cats.. Buster, our dog... and our cats, Trouble, Patches, Minnie, Sneak, Maxie, Cinderella, Lil Man, Chunk, Aurora and Picabo... and you know what... I wouldn't change it for the world... except, I would love to have my own biological children... crazy as it sounds, I already have my childrens names picked out... for a girl it is going to be either Sophia Elizabeth and Maddylyn Grace and for boys, Wyatt James and Charlie Anthony :) okay maybe its not that weird LOL...
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